Thursday, January 27, 2005

I hate punkees, rapists, hard rockers, popers, jazzers, metal lovers, raggers, folklorish guys, old song singers, alternative fans and the rest of people; but how disgusting is a world without music...

No problem, hate comes to me when I see something irrelevent:

have your own way, leave the rest of world man!

Monday, January 24, 2005

Today, started as always... normal ache and normal pain, in usual
and expectable places. Thinking, the damned thing never has left
me. How generous are you Lord. You created me, and specified me
from animals, by thinking... then you left me with something has
never left me, thinking... But Lord! you hide the master keys... you
decided, to keep me in darkness... Today, it's my lament... for lost
passed days in misunderstanding... Thanks Lord, Thanks...

Saturday, January 15, 2005

Wish I could stop, sometimes. stop doing thing I really don't like. Am I unlucky?? my life is ruined!! I have money, I have backup, I have my job and I like it... but I can't stop sometimes... "rephrased" told me, I'm getting fully engaged with my work, so do I. Emad, you're gonna be a slave, of your business...
Really I don't know where I'm going, it just seems that I can't stop to get there... I am in hurry! that's it... I'm fload in shit, more struggle I do, more I get downed... but even it could be beautiful!
I'm enjoying blogging with no eyes on me, and he thinks how it should be?! idiot one, ofcourse, I am; cause he'd enjoy life much more than me... really, how's being in life and see no one? I bet these guys have never wondered the target of their lives. and this is happiness! not mine... actually I'm in a aquarium, tons of fooling around eyes, are on me. but this "me", is too small to be able to focus. the problem with people, is their focus on you! I mean when you become their subject to focus, you'll fucked up... you have no one interested in fuck with you, you're lucky! this explains solitude, the real nirvana... by the way the fucker asked me how is "you are married and cyber at the same time?!"

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

Yes, I'm user friendly, but first check the expiration date...

Monday, January 10, 2005

Hipe, whype Ipe should biep asp every other daype?
cause it's snowing right now, and I may leave my car behind, I'll pull my shoes' rope up... powerful, to take off from land, and swing into the sky... I can fly to home today, so why shouldn't I leave my car behind? it's snowing, hard enough to be a different day.
Mype love isp waiting for meip... @home...
she's waiting for me... and I can't wait to get there. is this true hate? yep, I hate time when I can't be where I like to be... how long I'll repeat this repeated repeating story every day? repeat it 3 times to realize. by the way she's waiting and it's enough to let me leave my car behind.
whype are youp trying top keeping onp? fuck off
today is snowing hard...

Wednesday, January 05, 2005

To whom it may concern,

!--Fuck the world--
Life is beautiful... I love it...

...s mean: You know what I'm talkin' about,
Also may mean: if you don't know, fuck your nasty ass off.

Sorry I used lots of F words!